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the undead demo

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1.
Tormented 06:55
I am about to give all (up), they listen but just won’t shut up, tormented in my blood (plight), you could never feel the sky(disguised), I’m fighting myself overstretched to tell, I’m locked up in a cell no one wants to help, it scares me just to talk, I wrote on the walls with my chalk, all these eyes are trying to stalk, I am what I am, knot, FUCK I broke my back a bad habitat with bad habits that cut off the slack I want to grow back but my words are matterless, Madelyn, you can’t do this anymore, I couldn’t do since I was born (blind), I carry swords I speak no more of war (why), I will make any sound to make you proud, I can move any mound just to stand my ground, still you use me like a tool, this power is not for you, it eats me (raw)whole, it sucks my (sound)soul
2.
Why won’t you talk to me? I don’t want your empathy, why won’t you look me in the eye? these words make me die inside, still it makes me happy to see the decay, oh family, still don’t talk to me I don’t feel empathy, I’m empty and the earth is on fire and I want it to burn brighter than the sun, brighter than anyone, louder than a gun(god), Louder than any one, just so I can find you, where are you? No I can’t let you go, more, I need your soul, tears roll down my cheeks, I guess some explosions end in steam, you can have my dreams, guess some explosions end in steam, get out my dream, guess some explosions end in steam, you can have my things, guess some explosions end in steam
3.
Radiation 04:57
Uh uh uh, oh oh oh, well it sure feels good, it sure feels damn good, to not have a jaw, to not have to talk, to be in spite of me, to not have to think, I’m sure they’ll come back with me, I’m sure they’ll come back eventually, and if they don’t I’m asleep, I’ll sleep through eternity, think before you speak, you can’t do this to me, and I swear to god I’m not the only one, caught under the sun, he’s not the only son, I swear to god it you touched her, I’m better than they were and they we are, radiation, just don’t say it, sleeping patient, inauguration, fade in, faded faith in the one who displaced 6, the one who speaks ancient bleeding like heretics, break back marriages in crystal carriages, oh you carry and I’ll burry it, she’s pretty so pretty and steady so steady, he deadly so deadly and verbally sturdy, oh murder me , murder me, uh uh oh, uh uh oh
4.
Laid up 03:28
Layla, lay down, but stay up, for now, I don’t wanna sound(seem) like I(a) hate(fiend), but I can’t wipe this grin off my teeth(teeth), when it’s just you and me, I feel complete(complaint), Layla, lay down, but stay up, for now(now), Layla, when you’re around, can not keep my feet on the ground, lately, I have been down, but Layla bounce me back around, Layla is a song, I love to sing it when she’s gone(god), Layla’s love is too strong, to be defined by soul in a tone
5.
Can’t keep still, still at rest, rest up till, filled at best, lost her breath, too big of an age difference, just a test, still she broke my chest, Bulletproof vests empty treasure chests tell me to not invest they’ll keep the rest they’ll keep the rest keep my rest, they won’t let me stop, we would much rather knot, they just wanna fill their pockets, while we just crush our lockets, laid up like late loves, can’t change the taste of, jump away from fates glove, stopped by the gates cut, I don’t have a mind of a man who is still wondering who’s up to this, I can’t hardly still clench my fist, I long gone forgot how to live, I long gone forgot to give, I long gone forgot it.
6.
Long Sleeves 02:39
7.
Dehydrangea 04:17
Dehydrangea, I’m the stranger, holding onto every woman I’ve ever loved, love and halting them for not being stuck like me they’d rather be free, the way it’s meant to be, the way it’s meant to be, simulated fantasies, simulate a fantasy, My imagination grows trees whilst the dream sleeps, cold bottoms of my feet as they hit extreme, hot under the sheets, it’s just another ocean, her dried up lotion, I drink her, evil potion, just to see her emotion, just to feel her in motion, Dehydrangea
8.
Burt Lake 03:20
Oh how I’ve missed you, heaven on earth, the bell does not dismiss you, I always left earlier, heavens on earth, hey man it’s Burt, love it’s Burn, Health will always hurt, oh how I’ve missed you and the collar of your shirt, she’s heaven on earth, grab the collar of my shirt, to pull me under, would you pull me under? Would you pull me under? Oh how I’ve missed you and the collar of your shirt, she’s heaven on earth, grab the collar of my shirt and pull me under, pull me under, oh how I’ve missed you
9.
Your Face 05:57
Please recognize my face, I'd love to see yours today, Please shout out my name, Of course i'd do the same, I'm sorry for my mistake,But nothing fills your space, Like brotherly(bothering)bass, I could never replace, I could never replace, I could never replace you, Don't be sorry for my sake, I can handle a heartbreak, Cause my heartbeats are off pace, I could never be so close (to your face) I could hold you tight, hear you breath I could be in your life, or i could just see, you out tonight, your heart tonight
10.
Bend 05:00
Just because I don’t have it, don’t mean I can’t make it, I just take it, impatient, can’t say shit, you know I say shit, don’t you care if I spray it? With these hands, I don’t care how fair fights end, rips skin, it’s just how I live and forget don’t really care if I can’t remember it, it’s just a crime that you can pay for, snap you neck, trust me I wanna fight lips, but I can’t take sips, I’m drip drip dripping, face spinning, Cannibalistic, I’m not even winning, forgive meat, I’m just trying to eat, I gotta live if I can’t sleep, gotta sleep if I can’t think, my song sounds like a bomb, but I can’t tell if I’m wrong if they all sing along, Am I wrong? Am I wrong? Am I wrong? Am I wrong? All along alone all gone salute sings all the same songs all along alone all gone
11.
Construct 03:20
These near do well‘s live off of nothing, God’s heartless Eastern lives mean nothing, they sit there and watch they’re doom, I’m sick from inside, I’m sick and deprived, I’m sick of God’s lies, I’m sick to the soul, I’m sick forever, die die die die ahhh I construct, I deconstruct, mode of conduct, mode of misconduct, so you know of me? Well I’ve never heard your name, so unless you’re dying to help me, get out of my way, mistrust in life, mistrust in lust, I’ve seen a green pine cone on a dead tree, I see a shady glen ahead of me.
12.
L.L.L. 02:20
Green eyes staring into mine, feels like blue eyes in the sands of time, as my brown eyes stare down her spine, I feel fine if she is Divine, if I sleep alright, would you start to cry? Or watch deep in my eye? watch deep in my eye, I’m covered in thick slime, still you curl up just to say it’s fine(it’s fine), and I know I’m alright, in due time, her sweet bug, Infectious as a flu, oh man is this love? What the fuck do I do? It’s alright it doesn’t matter to you, It’s alright it doesn’t matter to you, It’s alright it doesn’t matter to you, it’s alright it doesn’t matter to…
13.
BAM 06:47
Time divides me, it’s so surprising, still I’ll warm you up, held in my cusps, head lain on her bump(thump thump), I felt her heart pump(thump thump), new growth off a stump(thump thump), head lain on her bump(thump thump), it’s my concept of good luck(thump thump), I hope you never grow up(thump thump), just grow strong(thump thump), you can’t stay young too long(thump thump), we laid out on the lawn(thump thump), and watched what the clouds drawn, until the sun yawns(thump thump), i don’t know what to say, you’re the only one that makes my, heart pump this way, I think about her every day(thump thump), But I won’t bet I won’t fuck her over, fucker, but I won’t, but I should, if I fucked her, I love her, sleep right, sunshine, in my mind, you are Divine, I’ll divide my life, just to see you thrive, I’m surprised by her lie(I just wanna feel alive), I can finally define sublime(if you make me divine in time), that could make me, surprise myself, divide myself, you, now I can’t think, B.A.M.
14.
Heal 05:14
Heal, I heal just to feel, I heal her just to feel her, I heal just to feel, I heal just to feel hurt, I heal her just to feel her, I heal her just to feel her, I heal just to feel good, I heal just to feel god, you’ll never break my seal, I am the colour teal, I heal just to feel, I heal just to feel hurt, don’t kill if you can’t deal, I heal with or without pills, I heal just to feel, I heal her just to feel her, I am just to feel, I am just to feel her, I feel just to feel good, I am just to feel her, I am just to feel god, I am just to feel lost, I am just to feel hurt, I am just to feel love, I am just to feel me, I am just to feel her, I am just to feel free(in and out), I am just to feel love, I am just to feel me, I am just to feel her, I am just to feel free(in and out), I am just to feel love, I am just to feel me, I am just to feel her, I am just to feel free(in and out), I am just to feel love, I am just to feel me, I am just to feel her, I am just to feel free(in and out), I’m here just to feel her, heal her, i feel just to heal her, feel her, I am the colour teal, you’ll never break my seal, I’m here just to feel her, heal her, i feel just to heal her, feel her, I’m here just to feel her, heal her, i feel just to heal her, feel her, I’m here just to feel her, heal her, i feel just to heal her, feel her, just to feel god
15.
Slippy Slope 15:58
16.
Red Eyes 04:02
Callidora, lost in her beauty, I would hold on, to a certain fluidity, dehydrangea, another situated fantasy, I’m still the stranger, even though her roots cut deep, into me, in two weeks, they’ll all be here, don’t act so scared, breath hollow, taste the air, they follow, and they stare, why should I care? Why should I care? Sharpen her teeth on my collarbone, dark tendrils cover her eyes, I roll over, screaming “take me home”, back to Warsaw, 1945, sucked into this blackhole we call time, recall the crimes committed, will I ever die? Reach out for her hand as were falling and locked eyesight, her eye, in mine, entwined, twilight, turns to night, still in her eyes, will I ever? Do I ever want to…
17.
Floor Vents 01:47
Every word you say, rings in my ear, every single day, just sing in my ear, have no fear, no gears rusted by tears, don’t look In his eyes, unless you want to seer, her comments are comets, glowing and flawless, but hurt like orthodontists, sedation’s the solvent, drink water to stall it, hydration’s important, don’t sink you’re absorbent, eating krill from the ocean floor vents, don’t fall in, father always said, floor vents, don’t fall in, father always said, floor vents, don’t fall in, don’t fall in, father always said
18.
Doomed 02:15
All they see is gloom gloom gloom, all they hear is doomed sand dunes I’m doomed, I can’t forever just talk to you, I can’t handle one more argue, I meant I’m spent, hellbent, oh lord, sent from above, you’re only my dove, you fit tight as gloves, 私は恋人の男の子だけです, 恋人, 恋人, 恋人, 私は恋人の男の子だけです, 恋人, 恋人, 恋人, why do these things come to me, like a light from above, or a life from below, flowers from the soil, you were supposed to be able last a lifetime, how could I ever let you go?
19.
Entwined 02:53
I’m lost entwined in the twinkle of your eye, holy father could you make me realize? My love is not alive, turn off all the lights, to share your eye, to embrace her poison spikes, Why? Why?, I’m sorry for when I lie, I’m sorry for when I die, shit it’s just right, to be in your…
20.
Last night I dreamt of a kiss and now I know it’s you I miss, now I wish I didn’t drown in the fifths, it’s forbidden love that’s giving me the fits, I wish I could tell you this, I love you more than it, I think I loved you, but now I don’t know what to do,(Every time I fall flat,Every time I fall flat, to see you fall down, to the ground, break me down, bring me down) How come I know these things? Great memories that ring, I miss hearing her sing, I swear that we’re linked, but I’m just a drain in her sink, at least I think, what she thinks, always in a mood, can’t tie my own shoes, and without her it’s true, she hides behind the curtain, she hides behind the curtain, she hides behind the curtain, she hides behind the curtain, she hides behind the curtain, she hides behind the curtain, she hides behind the curtain, she hides behind the curtain, I’m hypnotized like the flute and the serpent, I’m hypnotized like the flute and the serpent, I’m hypnotized like the flute and the serpent, I’m hypnotized like the flute and the serpent, I’m hypnotized like the flute and the serpent, I’m hypnotized like the flute and the serpent, I would die just to be her permanent.
21.
Almost Sleep 03:04
Honestly, I’m asleep, almost sleep, honestly it’s on my, sleeve, honestly I’m asleep almost sleep honestly it’s on my sleeve, wear my heart on my sleeve when it’s dark I start to…(when it’s dark I start to bleed wear my heart on my sleeve) bleed, honestly it’s on my, sleeve, honestly I’m asleep almost sleep honestly, it’s on my sleeve, where’s my heart, in the dark I start to, bleed, honestly I’m asleep wear my heart almost sleep honestly I’m asleep when it’s dark I start to… (I start to bleed) when it’s dark I start to…(honestly it’s on my…) believe, honestly it’s on my…(when it’s dark I start to…) believe.

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released November 26, 2018

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